My tumblr used to be pages full of sunshine and happiness and ever since you came into my life its been constant thunderstorms and lightning bolts and volcanoes on the brink of explosion on every single damned page.
You came in like a tornado, you ripped up everything in your path and left, you left me behind but now all that remains is torn up inside out and I don’t know where to start my healing, I don’t even know if I even have the capacity to heal.
I’m not the same anymore and I want to say that it’s your fault, it’s all your fault. But it’s not and I have no one to blame but myself and it’s driving me crazy insane.
I don’t know if you’re still there and I really hope you’ve left me but deep inside I think I might still miss you and it scares me to no end. I hope you’re gone (but no, I hope you’re not).